This project is an experimentation of equilibrium and sound.

A treasure chest of Demo songs.

Sara and I covering “Say My Name” #latergram #fevertimes #destinyschild #iwokeuplikethis #beyonce #girlswhorock #girlswhoplayguitar #vocals #acoustic #perform #dropthemic #peace #music #love #live #jam #mcm #musicmonday #yonce #votd #videooftheday

Sara and I covering “Say My Name” #latergram #fevertimes #destinyschild #iwokeuplikethis #beyonce #girlswhorock #girlswhoplayguitar #vocals #acoustic #perform #dropthemic #peace #music #love #live #jam #mcm #musicmonday #yonce #votd #videooftheday

FULL CIRCLE.
LYRICS:
The night’s were long
the summer strong
too much heat

Here I am
No longer at odds
Standing on my own two feet

I can see through the haze
All things rearranged
Still I’m rolling on (I’m rolling on)

Time and distance
will reveal what’s true
Hear those spirits
calling you
Roll on, roll on

Time and distance
will reveal what’s true
Heart beats steady
Make your move
Hold on, hold on

Reborn a new

I’ll find my way home
Reborn a new

Lyrics :
Now you’re back
until you start to feel
that noose tighten
‘round your neck
Then you’ll hit the ground runnin’
And that’s a fact
There’s no denying it

Patience is a virtue
I know well
If you couldn’t tell
By now, I’m made of stone

Scared of what the future holds
Living in the past
Can’t let go of anything
Yet it’s all up for grabs
Take anything

Patience is a virtue
I know well
If you couldn’t tell
By now, I’m made of stone

This project is an experimentation of equilibrium and sound.

This project is an experimentation of equilibrium and sound. —- The artwork is getting insane, two new song this weekend! Stay tuned!

Crohn’s Disease Awareness - My Humira Injection // Please Share

I originally posted this to Facebook where it was deleted, for no reason. We can have millions of videos of people wasting perfectly good water, but my video gets removed because it was, what? Too real! This makes me want to push this even harder, keep pulling down my videos, I don’t care. I’ll never stop trying to raise awareness for this disease. I have watched both my Mother and sister suffer for years, through surgery, hospital stays, a menagerie of medications, and the physical and emotional toll it takes on both the patient and their family/friends is enormous. I shot this video to raise REAL awareness, to show just a small portion of what a person with this disease goes through. This shot is a piece of cake, compared to the agonizing pain, hours spent in the bathroom, and much more. And all I want it for people to know more, and help find a cure. If not in my lifetime, maybe in my future children’s. You don’t need to dump a bucket over your head to get your point across, or learn about something you never did before. Love, care, and make an effort to learn more. I didn’t do this for attention, I didn’t do it for me at all. I do it for the millions who suffer with ANY incurable disease.

What is Crohn’s?
http://www.ccfa.org/what-are-crohns-and-colitis/what-is-crohns-disease/

Please donate to the CCFA - Crohn’s & Colitis Foundation of America, from now until 9/15 CCFA will MATCH any donation made to the dollar! It’s amazing gesture and incredible cause! Please help, give what you can, we need to find a cure for this nasty disease.

#crohns #crohndisease #ccfa #crohnsandcolitisfoundation #escapethestall #findacure #awareness #love #donate #givealittlebit

(Source: youtube.com)

New demo…

Lyrics:
Go on, be on your way
Give up on the best
Yeah, the best you’ll ever have

You said it yourself
Nothing can compare
Were any of your words true?
Remember, I put my trust in you?

Had it all,
and just dropped the ball
It’s heartbreaking to watch you
fall
Further and further into your
own personal Hell

And I can tell,
I know you, oh so well

This is as low as it gets

So, go on, be on your way
Give up on the best
Yeah, the best you’ll ever have

And when you turn that new leaf
And when you turn that new leaf….

LOOK NO MORE!

Alone.

It’s amazing how one can forget what being truly alone feels like, and how just like that, it jumps you like a thief in the night, and you’re tossed right back into that place. I was pretty much alone my entire life, I had friends, I had family, but I spent a large amount of time by myself. In a lot of ways, I feel like I raised myself. I spent a lot of time behind a door, and four walls. Hiding from the world. Not out of fear, but just because I never quite got it right (out there.) And then one day, something/or someone came along, and changed all of that. Tearing down those walls, and burrowing itself into my entire being. I trusted it, I believed in it, I told myself “it’s going to be okay now.” And I became completely wrapped up in this other “reality”, because it felt fucking incredible, there’s nothing like it, and when you’re in it, you are immersed, and then submerged. Your senses stop working. This thing, is everything. And then one day, this thing just disappears, and you’re left with broken walls, a broken heart, and even after you try to piece it together, there are still cracks. And, you want so badly to turn to that thing, because it feels like home. But, you don’t have a home anymore, you haven’t in a long time. Everything you thought you knew, or had is gone. You reach out in the dark, and nothing takes shape. The feeling of empty space, makes your skin crawl. I used to revel in being alone. And now it’s the scariest fucking thing on earth. 

I don’t know if this rant made any fucking sense. And I’m sure someone will take this way too seriously, and YOU SHOULDN’T. I’m just thinking out loud or online (rather.) This isn’t a cry for help or attention. I know how easily alarmed people can get, but chill.

A treasure chest of demos, B-Sides, instrumentals and beats..

Lyrics :
Now you’re back
until you start to feel
that noose tighten
‘round your neck
Then you’ll hit the ground runnin’
And that’s a fact
There’s no denying it

Patience is a virtue
I know well
If you couldn’t tell
By now, I’m made of stone


Scared of what the future holds
Living in the past
Can’t let go of anything
Yet it’s all up for grabs



Patience is a virtue
I know well
If you couldn’t tell
By now, I’m made of stone

A demo.

Lyrics:
I just swallowed a fist full
of whatever I could get my hands into
And now trace the grains of wood
on the floor
In a moment or two - I won’t be here anymore

You could never be yourself around me
But the only person judging was you
You can think what you will
‘Cause I know I can’t change a thing

But this anger you wear like
some sort armor
is weighing you way down
And I tried to under-stand
and make it worth staying

Now I know - I never stood a chance
No I never stood a chance, with you
2x

Just so we’re clear,
I loved you from the start
And even with my last breath
I leave you my heart

This burden I’ve caused you
will soon be a memory
And eventually my face will turn
fucking blurry

I just swallowed a fist full
of whatever I could get my hands into
And now trace the grains of wood
on the floor
In a moment or two - I won’t be here anymore
No!

Just so we’re clear,
I love you from the start
And even with my last breath
I leave you with my heart.

Lyrics:
Here it is
The waves of truth
Come crashing in
And who am I to blame
anyone for anything
anymore

I see the writing on the wall
I feel it everywhere
I know of the inevitable
I no longer fear

If this is how it’s gonna be
Who am I to stand in the way?

Trust falls, no longer need it
I was a catch, you dropped anyway